Untold Life Story

DNJ&LJ

2010-10-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

hey there!
uda lama juga ngga ngurusin blog. Skrg gue pengen cerita soal kehidupan SMA gue yang super duper fun! And yes, semua itu berkat DNJ&LJ. Mungkin orang nyebut dnj&lj itu komunitas, tapi buat gue mereka itu keluarga. DNJ sendiri merupakan singkatan dari Doi Nongkrong di Juice yang terdiri dari cowok cowok yang asik, gokil dan pastinya solid. Sedangkan LJ atau Lady Juicer itu cewek ceweknya, satu keluarga sama dnj. Singkat kata ngga bakal ada LJ tanpa DNJ :)

Ya emang gue akuin, banyak banget masalah yang terjadi diangkatan gue, yaitu angkatan 2012. Banyak konflik dan pertentangan, tapi itu semua bikin kita jadi tambah deket. Lady Juicer angkatan gue terdiri dari Sarah, Vany, Cinthiya, Riris, Elfira, Anis, Devita, Chantika, Dilla, Dwi Ratna, Dwi Permata, Hanny, Astry, Shelly, Selvy, Lina, Kartika dan gue sendiri. FYI, i'm the last LJ diangkatan gue :p dan gue pun beda sendiri, kalo yang lain diajak sama kak iko (DNJ 2010), gue diajak sama kak aline (LJ 2010) hehe.

Kehidupan SMA gue seruuuuu banget sejak ada mereka. Udah banyak banget momen momen yang kita laluin sama sama. Dari mulai ketawa ketawa bareng, bercanda sampe berantem haha. Gue bener bener bersyukur bisa punya keluarga kedua kaya mereka. Yang selalu ada disaat gue butuh, bisa bikin gue ketawa ngakak disaat gue sedih.

Banyak banget kenangan kenangan yang ngga akan pernah bisa gue lupain. Dari mulai buka puasa bersama, sahur on the road, sampe sekedar ngumpul ngumpul dikantin atau rup. Belom ada setahun gue jadi bagian dari mereka gue uda ngerasain betapa solidnya DNJ. Anak anak DNJ sendiri termasuk kalangan anak anak yang heboh disekolah. Sekolah jadi seru kalo ada mereka. Gapernah sekalipun gue nyesel jadi bagian dari mereka.

Sejak masuk DNJ&LJ pun gue punya banyaaaaak banget kakak kakak yang asik dan gokil. Ngga bisa gue sebutin satu satu, yang pasti gue sayang sama mereka semua. Gue juga punya adik adik yang asik. Adik adik yang gue maksud adalah DNJ&LJ angkatan 2013, angkatan dibawah gue.

Yang pasti, gue sayang banget sama DNJ, gue ngga akan pernah keluar dari DNJ, dan gue ngga akan ngebiarin DNJ mati. Gue akan terus solid sama DNJ&LJ :DD

dear Y-O-U

2010-08-05T03:59:00.000-07:00

Dear someone,
My friends told me not to be in love with you too much. They told me to hate you, to leave you and start a new life without you. But let's face it, I c-a-n-t. I've known you for years and I knew you're a really good guy. You're kind, and friendly. Even though sometimes, I don't get what's going through your mind. You're different. Its like I don't know you anymore. Lately, I feel like, you hate me so much. I'm not sure why, but if it was my fault, I am so sorry. I never wanted you to be mad at me, I never meant to hurt you or anything. If I could turn back the time, I would. I wanna be there, when you were 'yourself', when you were nice to me, when you were my 'friend'. Can we go back to the past? Can we be friends again like we used to? Can we start all over again? Will you forgive me for the mistakes I've done? Please, understand. Understand that I love you so much, and that feeling will never stop. I can't help my self not to love you no more. I love you more than I love myself, and I was hoping (I still do) that you could appreciate it. Thank you.

love story

2010-06-15T23:23:00.001-07:00

I just read an interesting story, but also sad. Check this out

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

high school again and again

2010-04-07T11:15:00.001-07:00

My high school life is getting better. I really enjoy being a high school student
even though I hate the tasks, exams, and everything that ruin my life. But I sure do
miss that days, when I go to 199, laughing, joking with my friens and stuff like that.
But what I miss the most is the old him, since high school, he changed, a lot.
And to be honest I hate the new him. I miss when he used to care about others.
There's lots of things going on in my life that I can't explain it one by one.
Well, I already told you this before, I like one of my seniors. He's a really nice guy,
I think, he's really good at english too. And don't really know, but maybe, just maybe,
I love him. I never met that kind of guy before. He got something that I don't know what
that makes me in love with him. He's not handsome, good looking or else, but I'm sure
he really is a nice guy. Well it's 2 am, better get some sleep. See ya later :)

hello again

2010-01-20T06:20:00.000-08:00

my high school life is getting better and better. since i have lots of friends there :) because of my friends, i can survive and i can solve my problems. thank you so muuuuch for supporting me, be there when i need you. i just wanna say, i'm lucky to have you guys :)

i love this song, it's so 'me'

2010-01-08T01:57:00.000-08:00

Feels Like Home - Chantal Kreviazuk

Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks, down a long, dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see, through the dark there is light

Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

junior high school

2010-01-07T11:32:00.000-08:00

i miss my junior high school life, i cant wait to graduate when i'm in 9th grade. and yes, i'm happy with my high school life right now, but still, i miss my junior high school, especially you

Quotes&Poems of ♥

2010-01-02T10:48:00.000-08:00

i ♥ quotes, in my opinion, these are the best

''Love is a canvas furnished by Nature and embroidered by imagination''

-Voltaire

"The day you finally decide to love me will be the day after the day I have given up on chasing you''

-unknown

''Moving on is simple,it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult''

-unknown

''Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile''

-Franklin P. Jones

''If you have love, you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it,

it doesn't matter much what else you have''

-Sir James M. Barrie

''It hurts to see the one you love happy with someone else, but it is more painful to see the

you are with unhappy with you''

-unknown

''What was the point of having unending life if that life was without love?"

-Claudia Gray

''Why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine''

-unknown

''You will know that you love someone, when you want him/her to be happy. Even if that means you're not a part of their happiness''

-unknown

''Everyone admits that love is wonderful and necessary, yet no one agrees on just what it is''

-Diane Ackerman

and these poems are the best poems (according to me)

by Amanda M Parker:

"I missed you
I missed you more
But now you've closed the door

The chance is gone
Too hard to move on
As my eyes swell up with tears
I realize, loosing you
Was my biggest fear

You were my best friend
But every dream
Must come to end

And as I wake
I begin to fake
My hapiness and joy
Inside I think
About the days

Of I missed you
I missed you more"

by (Unknown):

"What a mystery love is,

I thought that it wouldn't happen again
But I was wrong
I'm here again writing
Writing about how I feel
I fell again
For a guy
This guy seems like no other I've met
I want to be more than just friends

I know that I just recently met you
But I can't help how you have made me feel
I have a bit of a crush on you
And that's all I got to say
Why did it happen?
I do not know
Do I regret it?
No I don't
I want to be a part of your life
And be someone special to you
I want to keep your hugs
And to stay at your side
Don't judge me for what I'm saying
But some how I find myself liking you
I don't know how it happened
But I do hope I can stay at your side
And on this day I say to you
I like you
And there's nothing I can do about it
I've tried not feeling this way
But I can't help it
So please let me stay at your side"

HAPPY NEW YEAR ♥

2009-12-31T10:56:00.000-08:00

3...2...1 HAPPY NEW YEAAAARR fooolks, have a good year ♥

i hope this year will become the most colorful year in my life, full of happiness and laughter :)

and i wish all of my dreams will come true in 2010 ♥ AMIN

i want him to be happy and not like this

2009-11-05T03:07:00.000-08:00

"You will know that you love someone .when you want him to be happy.Even if that means you're not a part of their happiness." and yes ,i want him to be happy no matter what. even if it's hurts for me, as long as he's happy, i'm happy. i hate the way his ex treated him ,she always hurt him. dont you ever think about him?even just a bit? he loves you and you know that but you betray him. i want the best for him ,and i know the word "best" is not for you ,girl. leave him alone, get a life. you said that you love him, if you do, then WHY ,why did you betray him? if you want to be with another guy, just tell him the truth. it'll be less hurtful that doing it behind his back. i want you not to bother him again. he has his own life, and his life should go on without you. so please ,just leave him alone

it's high school

2009-10-29T03:21:00.000-07:00

It's a new school, new rule, new friends, new teacher and new seniors. i'm starting to like my new school, well it's kinda annoying when you got lots of tasks to do, but just enjoy it. it's only once in your life. so many people said that high school is the funnest, the coolest and the most wonderful time in your life. but i do miss junior high school, there's so many memories that i cant count.
i dont know how to say this but, i think i'm falling in love with one of my seniors. he's a great guy and he's two years older than me. he's not amazingly handsome ,but he's a cool guy. and the worst part about him is, he'll graduate next year. he's the one that made my high school life colorful and when he's gone, i think it's gonna black and white, sigh. one thing for sure, i'm not gonna tell his name here. but if you're my close friend you should've known .
i think thats all for now, see you later peeps

hey folks

2009-09-28T10:35:00.000-07:00

holiday almost oveeeeeeeer :'( ,i want another week of holiday pleeeeeeaaaaase!

lebaran lebaran ♥

2009-09-17T09:04:00.000-07:00

sebentar lagi lebaran

please forgive me kalo pernah ada kesalahan

selamat idul fitri yaa

love, dira ♥

holiday holiday holiday

2009-09-17T08:14:00.000-07:00

i loooove this holiday so much ♥ dari sabtu sampe hari selasa jalan terusss .

sabtu : buka bersama di rumah sodara gue, tadinya cuma mau bukber ,taraweh sm potong kue aja tapi ada sodara gue yang ngajakin ke midnight sale-nya sency .yaudaah deh berangkat jam 10.30 sampe sency jam 11 (kebetulan deket) .abis pada shopping di debenhams (gue dapet spatu 3 asik hahaha) ada yang nunggu di starbucks ada yang nunggu di caffe sebelah foodism (lupa namanya ) .akhirnya gue sampe rumah jam 2.30 terus langsung sahur hahaha

minggu : (sumpah sumpah gue lupa abis minggu kemana ,yg pasti ngga dirumah aja .tp kemana yaa ?ih lupa abis ,nanti kalo inget gue post deh)

senin : hari senin gue ke sency sm intan .tadinya mau nonton the grudge sm final destination tapiiiiii perjalanan dr rumah gue ke sency maceeeeet banget bener bener macet ngga gerak sm sekali akhirnya karna gue sampe sency jam setengah tiga uda ngga keburu lagi nonton final destination yaudah the grudge aja .karna filmnya baru mulai jam 4 ,gue jalan jalan dulu sm intan ke debenhams (akhirnya gue dapet tas gara gara waktu midnight sale kemaren ngga sempet) terus ke TGA beli majalah sm ke body shop beli lip balm sm body mist .barulaah kita keatas .the grudge keren sih tp ngagetinya itu looooh si intan ngomoooong terus bikin pusing aja hhahaha. nah waktu berbuka nih ,gue ke food hall dulu beli permen cola gitu sm lollipop baru nyari tempat makan .akhirnya gue sm intan makan di avenue ,dia mesen tribeca smoke salmon pizza dan gue calzone .lamaa banget si intan makannya .selesai makann ,ke J.Co dulu beli J.Cool baru ke burger king beli buat sahur (padahal masi lama) .mana si intan mau beliin adeknya J.Co dulu (dr tadi kek sekalian waktu gue beli J.Cool hahhaha) yaudah langsung ke lobby depan nunggu dijemput .akhirnya gue sampe rumah 10 -,-

selasa : another family daay ,jadi gue sm dea ,riri ,ayu ,mb putri ,rhya ,nia ke pim .bukber di platinum penuhnyaaaa ampun deh .mana macet banget lagi di perjalanan .akhirnya dapet kursi tp cuma 3 .yaudah gue dea sm mb rhya duduk disitu dulu sambil buka ,yang lainnya main di timezone -,- .akhirnya dapet tempat juga hh .abis makan langsung ke XXI pim 2 nonton final destination 3D (yang tiketnya uda dipesen dea lewat telfon) .abis ngambil tiket langsung ke studio 1 .sumpah gue deg degaaan abis nonton yg 3D (waktu my bloody valentine juga sih) ,untung gue uda nonton yg ngga 3Dnya jadi tau kapan scene scene yang mengerikan hahhaha .abis itu uda jam 9.30 ,ke VnC sm toko sekitarnyalah baru ke heavenly blush .uda jam 10 (uda pada gelap) ayu mau beli legging di zara ,yaudah .mana ngantri lg jadi lama .begitu keluar zz ,uda gelaaaap semua tadi masih ada yg buka sekarang uda bener bener tutup paling tinggal starbucks sm J.Co .mana gue dijemput di pim 1 lg .buru buru deh gue (takut soalnya gelap abis) yang lain pada dijemput di pim 2 soalnya hihh

rabu rencananya gue mau ke ps tapi agak males juga sihh masa jalan terus yaudah ,akhirnya gue creambath sm meni pedi aja dirumah .harusnya kamis gue ke ps tp ngga ada yg nganter .pd pergi semua mobil dipake .yaudah rencana besok (jumat) gue ke ps ,tp masi gatauuu pengen nonton G Force yg 3D tp kalo di blitz kacamatanya ga enak ,setelah kemaren gue nonton di pim .ternyata kacamatanya lbh bagus dr blitz (murah lg cuma 35) .yaudah besok kalo ga ps ,GI .oya bentar lagi lebaran yaa ,ga sabar deeh. byeee for now smooch ♥

090909

2009-09-09T07:22:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH ♥
Yang udah ngucapin via facebook ,twitter,msn ,sms ,juga telfon yaa
maaf nggak bisa dibales semuaa

Nadira Permata Imaniar's 15th birthday on 090909 ♥
love yaa

hut RI

2009-08-31T05:26:00.000-07:00

jadi ,hari jumat (15/08/09) sman 103 ngadain lomba lomba gitu buat 17an ,seru deh (ga belajar soalnya) .temen temen gue pada ikut tarik tambang tapi didiskualifikasi ,katanya kelamaan datengnya .tugas gue cuma foto foto aja sih ,awalnya gara gara disuruh kan anak fotografi (asik) jadi disuruh foto foto aja kalo ada kameranya .gue kesana kesini nyari foto yang bagus ,tapi ujung ujungnya ga mentingin sisi fotografinya juga sih .yang penting foto foto sebanyaak mungkin hahaha .yang paling seru waktu osis (2008/2009) tanding voli sama guru (putri) dan kader osis yang baru (putra) .gue dapet foto foto waktu tanding voli banyaak banget ,soalnya males kemana mana jadi objek yang depan mata ya itu hahaha .ini ni foto foto waktu tanding voli

fotonya banyaak banget di kamera gue ,uda gue upload di facebook jadi cek sendiri aja yaa
sumpah yaa hari ini seruu banget .segini dulu yaa byee

high school

2009-08-13T02:21:00.000-07:00

i love being a high school student ,even though there's so many homework and tasks to do .i got so many new friends and i'm happy to be in this school .but ,i do miss my old friends but there's nothing i can do .they're busy with their own things and activities .it's been a month since i left junior high .if i could ,i want to turn back the time when all of us are together .i miss junior high ,i miss my old school ,i miss my 9.3 ,i miss 199's bathroom ,i miss the teacher ,i miss everything .but i know i get use to this and i will .it's a bit frustrating when the first time i got sooo many homework ,and school ends at 3 ,in junior high i got home by 1 .so many differences between high school and junior high .a month feels like a year .actually i got so many stories to tell ,but i'm so tired right now ,so i will continue on this post later byeee

Selamat jalan bu emi

2009-06-18T20:35:00.000-07:00

Jadi tanggal 17 juni 2009 guru bahasa indonesia smpn 199 meninggal .namanya bu sri emi .orang kocak deh kalo ngajar ,rame gitu ga pernah sepi .tapi sayangnya bu emi meninggal tepat 3 hari sebelom lulus lulusan .sampe sekarang gue masih ga percaya bu emi udah ga ada lagi .gue masih inget banget waktu praktek drama bu emi minjem kamera gue .itu terakhir kali gue ngomong sama bu emi .nyesel banget waktu itu gue ga foto bareng deh .
Tanggal 18 nya hari kamis anak 199 beserta alumni (ya gak semua sih) ngelayat bu emi di rumahnya di harapan baru .ya Allah ,gila gue ,zhie ,amel ,intan,ita ,sama sovi nyasar tau ga .gara gara yang ngasih tau jalan ga jelas .muter muter sampe duta kranji ga ketemu ketemu .uda 3 kali nanya tukang becak ,ojek sama satpan .katanya di harapan baru 2 ,yaudah gue kesana eh pas di telefon gatau nya harapan baru 1 .yaudah deh ,nanya nanya lagi sama tukang becak buat shorcut . akhirnya uda di harapan baru 1 .zhie nelfon lagi . GATAUNYA di harapan baru regency ,katanya harapan baru 1 sama regency deken jadi sama aja (-____-'') .yaudah ke harapan baru regency setelah satu jam nyasar akhirnyaaa sampe (sorry gue persingkat ceritanya) .sampe sana gue langsung masuk ke rumahnya ,astagfirullah gak tega gue ngeliatnya biarpun ditutup kain .ga lama ,gue ,zhie ,amel ,ita ,sovi ,intan keluar .udah mau dibawa ke tpu tuh jam 11an .udah gitu waktu naek metro mini yang penuh bener bener penuh sampe bediri aja susah ,eeh ternyata salah naek .bukan yang itu ,itu yang buat guru .yaudah deh nunggu lagi .lamaaa banget baru muncul .langsung pada naek ,eh abang nya turun .setengah jam kemudian baru berangkat ke tpu pondok kelapa .gila ya di tpu panaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasnya kaya di deket matahari ,gue sampe pusing .mau pulang tapi acara belom selesai yaudah nunggu dulu .barulah akhirnya gue bisa pulang jam 2 siang . FYI gue ngumpul dulu di sekolah dr jam 8 ,sampe jam 2 siang berdiri terus bayangin capeknya .sampe rumah ol plurk sma fb bentar terus tewas di kamar gue haha

yearbook on thursday morning

2009-06-10T18:19:00.000-07:00

morning ,
gue tidur jam 11 tapi kebangun jam 3 dan ga tidur lagi so ,daripada bosen posting aja . gue bingung banget ya sama sekolah (baca: kepala sekolah )yang nggak ngebolehin bikin yearbook ato buku taunan. sekolah laen aja pada bikin biarpun awal awalnya nggak boleh.jangankan perpisahan ,pensi aja nggak ada .nyesel juga gue masuk situ .ada yang bilang katanya boleh ada bt dan rabu kemaren mau foto foto ,tapi anak anaknya keburu pulang .tapi ada yang bilang juga kata kepseknya nggak boleh .ih shit banget taun lalu aja pada ada bt dan perpisahan .ck .yah semoga aja ada bt kan itung itung mengenang masa smp hahaha .kalo perpisahan emang urusan kelas masing masing kayanya haha .pasrah aja semoga jadi haha

a (crazy) day with intan nabila

2009-05-26T00:52:00.000-07:00

ok ,jadi beberapa hari yang lalu gue ngajak intan ke sency .soalnya gue bosen banget di rumah ga ada kerjaan .kebetulan hari senen nyokap bokap gue kerja jadi sekalian bisa nganterin ke sency. rencananya sih gue pengen nonton sama intan ,trus ya jalan aja .tapi gue check di 21cineplex filmnya cuma angels and demons sama night at the museum .yaudah gue cek di blitz ,pilihannya lebih banyak .yaudah setelah negosiasi sama intan ,akhirnya gue mutusin ke grand indonesia aja
pas hari senen ,jadi deh abis nganterin nyokap ke kantornya .bokap gue langsung ngedrop gue sama intan di GI .first thing to do is beli tiket .langsung deh gue ke blitz ,bingung juga mau nonton apa ,si intan bilang "3d aja 3d" yaudah .gue beli tiket my bloody valentine yang 3D .masi sepi banget secara baru jam 11.30 .sambil nunggu filmnya mulai jam 12.45 gue sama intan nyari makan deh .tadinya mau burger king tapi si intan pengen makan nasi ,jadi ended up di hokben deh haha .abis makan langsung ke blitz .agak lama nunggunya, soalnya si mbak lagi ngambil 3D glasses nya .gila keren abis kalo 3D ,filmnya sih ga luar biasa keren tapi yah lumayan .3d nya yang bikin keren .alhasil gue sama intan deg deg an sendiri begitu keluar dari blitz .
abis itu gue ke toko LG sam iBox liat liat iPhone sama iPod yang kebetulan si intan mau dibeliin LG cookie sama sang ayah . selesai dari situ ,kayanya gue salah turun tangga JADI nyasar ,gue mau ke starbucks tapi nyasar sampe ke gedung sebelah . gila serem abis ,bener bener ga ada orang ,gue di ug sih .kanan kiri ruangan kosong ditutup tirai item gitu .ihhh .uda muter muter sampe sejam lewatnya situ situ lagi .akhirnya gue sama intan nyerah deh ,nanya sama securitynya starbucks dimana .dia bilang "oh di gedung sebelah de ,naik satu lantai terus nyebrang " .gue sama intan langsung bengong .hahaha .akhirnya nyampe di starbucks ,pesen vanilla blended cream dan DUDUK .cape banget muter muter ga jelas . jadinya foto foto deh hahah

setelah sejam duduk di situ .gue sms bokap dulu minta jemput sebelom 3 in 1 uda jam 4 soalnya .kata bokap jemputnya 20 menit lagi .yaudah gue nunggu sama intan sambil muter muter .ke kinokuniya dulu sambil liat buku baru .eh eh si intan ngeliat majalah miley cyrus .langsung lemes deh tuh anak .hahaha .abis dari kinokuniya gue di sms bokap, katanya jemputnya jam 5.30 .pegel deh gue sama intan ,masih 1 setengah jam lagi .yaudah gue nemenin intan ke guardian beli vaseline sama ponds .daripada bingung yaudah gue ke burger king aja beli burger buat dirumah sama kentang buat makan sama intan disana .setelah lamaaaaa banget (lebay) disana .nyokap telfon uda ada di depan .yaudah deh gue langsung ke mobil sama intan .
abis ini rencana mau makan di GM tapi no smoking ternyata ,yaudah bokap gue gamau pindah deh .abis beli kue di harvest gue ke tempat makan punya tante gue namanya dapur omahku di kuningan (promosi ) hahaha .abis dari sana gue nganterin intan pulang anddddd finally home . selesai deh buat hari itu .seru abisssss deh .rencananya gue pengen ke sana lagi nonton hannah montana . masi lama banget ,tapi yaa tunggu aja dehh ya bye for now :D

holidaaaay

2009-05-18T01:50:00.000-07:00

hey :)
so, i'm just bored at home .actually i have to study for tomorrow's test but my brain is just so tired hhaha .after this test, i'm just want to relax and have fun plus shopping ! hahha :p
i really wanna have fun with my friends this holiday ,because i dont have much time hanging out with them anymore . so i will spend my time with them as long as i can

i gotta go , i'll continue on this later :)

polyvore

2009-04-25T02:29:00.000-07:00

hey , what's up !
my friend nitha , told me about this polyvore thingy . so i made a few set , and here it is
(sorry its not very good )

Seasonal by dhiira on Polyvore.com

Hilary Duff Looks by dhiira featuring Dorothy Perkins t-shirts

Hannah Montana Looks by dhiira featuring Dior sunglasses

Fashionista by dhiira featuring Forever21 t-shirts

hey ! it's selena ! by dhiira on Polyvore.com

What is this God ? why my life is so hard ..

2009-04-03T01:10:00.000-07:00

sigh ..
now i'm speechless . all i can do is crying . i cant do anything right .
and this is because of him . i dont know why i cant forget about him .
thanks to my friends , i'm feeling better now . but its still hard for me to laugh or even smile again .
i know there's other girls that likes him the way i do . i know , you dont have to hide it from me .
it hurts like hell when you tell me that thing in school , i dont blame you . but you're making me realize , how hurt it is to have a relationship like this . you said i should forget him . i know and i will ! at least i hope so . those words you say about forget him for him , its hard to do . i shouldnt love him in the first place . but there's nothing i can do about it .

acoustic guitar

2009-03-12T00:24:00.000-07:00

the continue of my previous posting about guitar .
i really wanna play the acoustic guitar . i've tried the classical one , and i dont really like the sound .
i know it's difficult to play guitars especially the acoustic one . the first time i played the classical guitar , my finger turning purple (not red or blue anymore) . but i wanna keep going . i will try as hard as i can :D !
i found so many videos on youtube that shows me how to play a guitar . i learn it for there .
and so far i pick this one as the best acoustic performance (for now)

evanescence - my immortal

and i pick this one as well for the best of lavigne's acoustic performance

avril lavigne - nobody's home
(to be honest , i just like the sound of the guitar . it sounds perfect ! i love that guitar)

that's it for now ,
see you later :)

The Selena and Demi show

2009-03-07T22:09:00.000-08:00

i heard about this show long time ago , but i like it just now .
it's about the crazy things that selena&demi does , but sometimes it's just about a story of them .
this show is not on tv , you can watch it on youtube . they're using webcam .
but actually miley cyrus had a show like this too called "the miley and mandy show" .
the first time i saw these videos , i thought sel&demi was impersonating miley&mandy ,
but after i read the description on miley's video , she said " the parody of selena&demi show" , i realize that miley is the on who impersonating sel&demi . lol . its a cool video though :D
you should see it too , its just about girls and their stuff ;) .
eventough i like sel&demi better but i like miley&mandy too ( i just dont like mandy , she's like a b****)

i pick this one randomize ,
http://www.youtube.com/?v=yv41Grfrp5o

for the rest of the show go to youtube
for details go to (profile)

for mile and mandy click here (mileymandy's profile)

thanks , take care guys :)

It happened again

2009-02-20T23:09:00.000-08:00

"how could this happen to me
i made my mistakes
i've got nowhere to run "

thats's pretty much how i feel now . this thing that happen to me so many times .
it started when my best friend (just call her A ) getting closer to the guy i like ( just call him B) .
it feels horrible . A talks to B like a close friends , and i cant help it . i'm so jealous and i cant control my self , i just wanna be alone for a sec . maybe she doesn't realize how much it hurts to me .
i've been through those days . in 8th grade a guy i like hook up with my friend , and they're always been together , worse in front of me . all i can do was crying , that's it . and then on february 2008 , a guy i like (call him C) starting to like my own bestfriend (just call her D) , and from march 2008 havent talked to her until now . i dont want this to happen again . right now i really dont know what i have to do to make this thing straight .
maybe A doesnt realize this before but , there's something i wanna say about her . and that is :
- she steal my best friend (call her F) , it started when i was in solo for a week . i know there's something wrong with F , she said it's ok if i dont come to school . i know her . so i figure she's getting close to A , so she doesnt need me anymore .
- A and D getting closer , when i falling in love with D . she told me everything he said to her like " i think you're beautiful " . it makes me so hurt . and now i'm done with him starting to like B .
- when i like B , A getting closer and closer to him . it feels so much hurts

and now i wonder is she doesnt realize how much pain i got , how hurt i am for losing my best friend and 2 guys i like . actually theres still more , but i wont tell it here . just in my mind

oh god , please dont do this to me again . i dont wanna lose everything i have . please , im begging you . dont ruin my life ..

without you here with me

2009-02-13T01:31:00.001-08:00

got nothing to say
got nothing to feel
the darkness in my heart blinded me

the voice i use to hear now disappear
the face i use to know now gone

but i need you out of my mind
never knew the pain was so real
i just stand here looking that beautiful eyes

i cant stand the pain
it hurts like hell
i got no where to run
i wanna start this over again ..

about indonesial and malingsia

2009-01-29T23:55:00.000-08:00

i've heard about this blog (click here) . it's a singaporean blog , about them who hates indonesia so much . i will go with no comment but i guess i have to say something . well , i think they shouldnt say horrible things about indo. to be honest , i dont really like this country too . but i wont told anyone that indonesia just a lil piece of shit . its a country , where i live , where i had a family , where i found lots of friends and where my life begun . maybe 30% of my life for indonesia . eventhough the 70% is for america , but that doesnt mean i will say terrible terrible things about my country . they say indonesian couldnt speak english , well maybe 65% but there's still so many people that good at other things . nobody's perfect . i wouldnt say my english is good , becouse im a student and i'm still learning .
well now i wanna ask something to the singaporean or malaysian , could you speak or pronounce english better than us ? . i've heard how do you speak english , no mean comment .
i know sometimes i said that i hate indonesia so badly but its not really that bad , i just hate how the school thing going on here or the goverment or the polititions . and sometimes i wish that indonesia could be like america ( even that's impossible , i know) . but the point is , well i coudnt say i like indonesia so i will go with dont scam this country . to be honest again , if i heard some of indonesians hate america or burn america's flag or hate the president ( like obama) i would and i will hate them .
i found this web and one of indonesian said horrible things about this country . eventhough i agreed with some of the words but i wont hate this country so much ( or maybe i do) . they say :

"I HATE INDONESIA!!!

I hate this goddamn stupid "third-world" country. I hate the lame government ruled by old moron people. I hate the stupid eastern culture that's going on in this country. I hate their hypocrisy about everything. I hate their idiotic electric company.

I hate their policies, monopoly, and their inconsistencies about everything they do (or what they told you they would do). I hate the fact that this country is POOR, and so their people are also POOR, poor in knowledge, poor in resources, both human and nature.

I hate the fact that everything is so god damn expensive down here, and don't tell me about the low-life-cost here. There's nothing cheap here for people like me. I hate their economical so-called-growth. I hate rupiah. I hate their internet connection that's so slow and weak and terribly expensive too. I hate that I was born in Indonesia.

i never wish to born here :( "

click here
for more info .

Most Romantic Songs , Most Sad Songs etc.

2009-01-27T01:10:00.000-08:00

just a few songs i love to hear , eventhough some of these songs is not romantic songs , but i love it .
Romantic Songs :

1.The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian angel
Favourite lyrics : I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven

2. Lifehouse - You and Me
Favourite lyrics : And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

3. Oliver James - The Greatest Story Ever Told
Favourite lyrics :You know I never could explain The way I lost my heart to you that day .

4. Sugababes - About You Now
Favourite lyrics : I was dumb I was wrong I let you down but I know how I feel About you now

5. Guy Sebastian - Angels Brought Me Here
Favourite lyrics : My dreams came true, when i found you I found you, my miracle

6. Hannah Montana - One In a Million
Favourite lyrics : Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one

Saddest Songs :

1. Rihanna - Cry
Most heart-break lyrics : it cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life

2. Avril Lavigne - Slipped Away ( I Miss You )
most heart-break lyrics :The day you slipped away Was the day i found it, won't be the same

3. Evanesence - My Immortal
Most heart-break lyrics : These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real

4. Taylor Swift - Tear Drops On My Guitar
Most heart-break lyrics : She better hold him tight . give him all her love / i'll bet she's beautiful , the girl he talks about

5. Jesse McCartney - Just So You Know
Most heart-break lyrics : Thought you should know ,I've tried my best to let go of you

6. Simple Plan - Untitled
Saddest lyrics : How could this happen to me , I've made my mistakes , got nowhere to run

i'll add the rest of it later
thanks :)

welcoming 2009

2009-01-02T05:46:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

Holiday --
gak kerasa uda new year . biar pun liburan gue bt banget tapi lumayan lah jalan jalan ato nonton doang haha . First day of holiday gila bete banget , soalnya bonyok masi kerja sampe hari rabu .

yeah , selasa gue gak ada kerjaan . yaudah gue iseng iseng rencana mau bikin kue . i'm not a good chef haha . tapi bahan bahannya belom ada jadi gue nitip nyokap yang baru pulang kantor . kata nyokap gue sih harga seluruh bahan yang gue minta hampir seharga jaket bulu di zara (lebay deh) . maklum gue mintanya borong .

Akhirnya setelah sekian lama itu kue jadi juga , niatnya sih bikin strawberry shortcake . tapi nyokap malah belinya bahan buat butter cake yaudah . haha . Biarpun bentuknya rada kacau gara gara whipped creamnya agak encer , tapi enak juga hasil karya sendiri .

Malemnya agak bete nih , kan gue kira pasti ke tempat oma dong (my grandma's sister) buat christmas eve . tapi ternyata di undur besok (tapi gue gak bisa dateng besoknya ) . yauda akhirnya gue nonton deck the hall dvd sambil makan pop corn .

Christmas !
Gue di rumah bude gue merayakan christmas . aduh gila malem ini yang paling seru 2 minggu ini .
dan seperti biasa gue selalu mainin anjingnya bude gue , lucu banget! namanya naughty :

Tapi anehnya sodara gue , namanya dimas malah takut sama anjing . padahal umurnya uda 23an ke atas . Tapi yang lebih freak lagi , dia ini punya peliharaan uler , iguana , sama tarngtula . sama uler gak takut tapi sama anjing kok takut . hahaha . tapi si naughty ini anjing rumahan banget , naik tangga aja gak bisa haha . salonnya aja dateng ke rumah , makanya bulunya bagus banget .

( dari kiri : ayu , me , rhya , nia missing riri )

Abis celebrating an etc. sekitar jam 10an . gue bete gak kemana mana . yauda gue sama sodara sodara gue (cuma ber 6 ) ke rumah sodara gue namanya riri . orang nya penakut banget padahal uda kuliah . haha . Begitu sampe langsung ke kamar ayu kakaknya riri . lagi nyoba macbook barunya riri , padahal dia sendiri gak bisa make . tiba tiba si riri cerita soal game yang serem di internet . akhirnya kita mainlah game itu namanya hotel 626 , kalo main juga klik disini. seru kok gamenya tapi serem .
Teriak teriakan lah tuh gue sama sodara sodara gue , abis kakak gue ngagetin terus haha .

Abis main gue turun ke bawah sama sodara sodara gue . join sama para bapak dan ibu haha .
ngomongin kebiasaan kebiasaan kita dulu , si riri nangis terus , ayu tukang gigit dan sebagainya .
gak kerasa uda malem banget , gue kira masih jam 12an gak taunya uda jam 2 pagi !
Tapi obrolan lanjut terus sampe jam 2.30 . nyokap gue juga gak nyadar hihi . alhasil gue sampe rumah jam 3 .

New Year's eve !

aduh gila uda bete aja gue dari berhari hari yang lalu . soalnya gak ada rencana mau kemana malem taun baru . akhirnya gue punya ini siatif ke rumah sodara gue namanya tika sama adeknya poeti . Setelah gue kesana , kita setuju mau taun baruan di pasific place (yang paling deket dari rumah tika). Eh ternyata oh ternyata , setelah gue sampe sana sekitar jam 9 , uda pada tutup semua ! kalopun buka uda last order . sebel banget! gue sama sodara gue uda bt karna tante gue ngajakin pulang aja terus bikin ayam bakar . tapi akhirnya berhasil membujuk buat pergi lagi kemana gitu . tante gue nelfon hotel shangrila , tapi penuh semua . aduh mau kemana lagi nih , pikir gue . eh nyokap punya ide buat ke fx sebelah ps . yaudah deh kesana .

Wow , ternyata fx lagi ada acara new year's eve . kebetulan banget nih . tapi gara gara ini acara , gue and family harus bayar 50rb per orang kalo gak salah buat masuk doang ! tapi yauda lah . sampe di dalem di bagiin topi kerucut yang buat taun baruan itu loh sama terompet . karena malu , yaudah si poeti aja yang make secara dia baru 10 taun . haha . bingung banget nyari nyari restoran . kata tante gue di minus 2 enak , yaudah ke sana lah gue . eh ternyata -2 lagi ada offer gitu . minimal makan 1,5 juta . GILA ! gue bilang . gak mungkinlah makan sampe seharga iPod . yaudah cari lagi deh . akhirnya makan di foodism . banyak cewek cewek yang pake baju india gitu . udah gitu di seblah gue isinya bule semua ! haha .

( Me and poety at Foodism , FX , gelap ya)

tinggal 5 menit lagi new year . keluarga gue sengaja milih tempah deket jendela biar ada viewnya . wuih mulai banyak kembang api , keren deh . ada juga dari hotel hotel sekitar situ (gak penuh asep tuh kamarnya ?) . di luar foodism uda berisik banget sama lagu lagu disko gitu . 5 .. 4 .. 3 .. 2 .. 1 .. HAPPY NEW YEAR ! teriak cewek cewek depan meja gue yang satu meja hpnya black berry semua (sampe eneg gue liat blackberry ) . gue sama family juga langsung ngucapin happy new year sambil ngeliat jendela lagi banyak bangeet kembang api nya .

My 2009's wish list :

Lulus smp dengan nilai baik
Bisa beli gitar
Dapet iPhone
Bisa masuk Sekolah Global Jaya
Bisa lebih serius belajar
Be a much better person :)

i guess thats it for now , see you later :DD

Christmas

2008-12-21T07:03:00.000-08:00

Hey ,
its almost christmas in every country .
and my family gonna celebrate it at my grandma's sister's house (a bit complicated haha) ,i called her oma dong , that's what everybody called her . usually my big big family sung a christmas songs like "silent night" right next to the christmas tree .
you should see oma dong's house ! wow , it's so incredible . there's a christmas decor all over the house , include the ceilling . and a cristmas tree in every single room . i heard all of her christmas decoration cost more than 15 million rupiah (i rather buy a guitar or an iPhone haha) .
there's so many people there , my cousins , aunts , uncle , etc . haha its fun , eventhough sometimes it's boring becouse i dont know any of my cousins . and no one to talk to , so i stick with my mom everywhere .
well , i guess that's another christmas story .
MERRY CHRISTMAS MOM
AND MERRY CHRISTMAS FOR ALL OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO CELEBRATE IT :DD

ps : i'm not a christian , i'm a muslim . but my mom is protestan .
but i enjoyed celebrate idul fitri and christmas every year LOL --

Guitar ?

2008-12-05T03:23:00.000-08:00

Today (still 05/11) , me and my friend , intan , talked about some music instrument . i like this conversation ! i said i always wanted to play a guitar , and intan is wanted to learn how to play a piano or a violin . i tell her about this amazing guitar that i always dreamed of , pink sparkle guitar . my parents said i shoul take a guitar course but i wont taking any courses until i get the guitar . i dont want a wood-painted guitar , i want with the unique style one . im bored seeing regular guitar that my friends always played . and actually , i really dont know about the chords , so i have to learn from zero , really zero . becouse i cant read the notes lol haha . well i sure hope i got my wish , amin :DD

.love ya

english like WHOA !

2008-12-05T03:13:00.000-08:00

hey ,
once again i shocked becouse of bad grade .
now i'm a failure in english , i got 70 . thats .. i know horrible .
Today (05/11) , maybe this is insane but , i cried right after my teacher gave me the result of my english test . me and my friend intan , was shocked ! she cried even more than i am . actually this is the first time i got 70 IN english in the other subject ? dont ask . plus i attend to join the english competition in few weeks , and with english like this ? dont even think about it . and global jaya , my english is still basic if i wanna go there , totally i know .
but , i will try harder and harder so my grade will be better :DD

.see ya :)

Thanks God

2008-12-02T04:05:00.000-08:00

i thought today will be the worst day ever . but turned out its not .
my only problem is in math and well i through it . and when my math teacher start to yell at me , i sweat and totally afraid to say a word . Finally its over . the bells ringing .
After that the rain fell down hard , really hard . i waited until the rain not falling anymore , but what the heck . i just walk trough the rain , wet i know . i came home with a motorcycle with no jackets or something to cover my head . its cold , really cold . but i just enjoyed the weather :D becouse it was actually .. fun !

Come to think about my life . everytime i had a horrible day , theres must be something that cheer me up . i relize , God still love me no matter how naughty i am . like today , becouse of the previous math test,i totally down . and maybe God wanna cheer me up with the rain , i always liked rain whenever it is , wherever it is :DD . after that i fall asleep in my room , peacefully :) (eventhough the lights is OFF by pln hha)

i just wanna have fun :DD

Today is the worst day i went through hell

2008-11-28T06:29:00.000-08:00

wow , what a day . like i said today is the worst day of this month !
Friday , good things never happened on friday . i got this math test , its hard to explain . so difficult and complicated (just essay and a couple of other questions) . in the beginning its smooth , but the after that ? horrible . i cant think . and you what ? i dindt wrote anything on my essay becouse in the last five minutes , i just relize that my essay is BLANK !
all i can do now is take a deep breath --
and then SCREAM ! i dont know what to do .

the only thing i can handle today is the english test , thanks to one of my classmate .
actually he cheated and Ms.naily found out so she want us to do over the test .
its much easier than the previous test . im lucky haha . but this thing going on with Ms.naily ended up with apologizing to Ms.naily ,i guess they relize that cheating is not the solution to get a great grade (well i kinda do it too , in the other subject) .

But after all (even though i still freaking out!) , i just enjoy the day .
beside , tomorrow i will go to blitz to watch "the journey t the center of the earth" . my cousin said this movie is awesone . especially the part about this is a 3d movie .

-- love yaa :D

" ten things about me " (waah di kerjain gue hha)

2008-11-05T04:35:00.000-08:00

Kdang pd kadang gga . tergantung ada di dket siapa . kalo cwo yg gue suka uda pasti salting ! hha . kalo tmen tergantung juga siapaa hha . kalo kaya farah sih pd aje . scara sndirinya pd mampus hyahah (wah aib lo far) .
Suka bengong . favorit gue nih bengong bengong di kelas . asal jgn ksambet ajja ya hha . kalo di rumah bengong dngerin lagunya jonas brothers (sok menghayati bgt gue hha) .
Bertindak dulu baru mikir . beda sm yg laen , gue kadang kadang suka gga mkir kalo mau ngpa ngpain . mikirnya abis bertindak . biasa anak jaman skarang , jahh .
Sekali suka sm celeb pasti di puja puja terus . nah ini yg paling ok hhaha . kalo di skolah kerjaanya ngomongin jonas mlu hha . dr yg gga tau jonas sampe suka .
Boros . gue gga pernah ngira ngira kalo beli barang .gue suka langsung kasir jahahaa . (pantes duit lbaran abisnya cpet banget ya?) . pernah KHILAF belanja di sency smpe 650rb (wah parah nih , HARUS di hentikan hha) . asal lewat toko pasti liat liat dlu . toko cd (beli cd jonas haha) , body shop , debendhams juga hha .
Pelupa banget . kalo ada tugas biasanya gue lupa nih kaya waktu tugas resensi buku , bhs.indo hha . mau gue print hari senen jadinya malah kamis hha .
Narsis abis . jangan heran ya kalo sekali foto di hp bisa puluhan , tp kalo laptop bisa langsung ratusan bo . hha . waktu intan sm farah k ruma gue aja 10mnt uda 147 foto hha .
Youtubers sejati . gue demen nih . cintaa bgt sm yang namanya youtube.com . gue biasanya ntn hannah montana di youtube . kalo liat video klip baru jonas ato yg lainnya juga pasti di youtube ! i love youtube !
Rada gila kalo abis ngeliat cwo yg gue suka . haha . si farah smpe protes gue mkirin tuh orang mlu , yeh suka suka gue doooong . hho . sbernya sih gue bgni gra gra pnyesalan di masa lalu (halah ! gaya lo ) hha .
Shopping lover . cintaaa bgt yang nmanya shop shop shop . haha . nyokap uda ngomel ngomel mulu kalo gue kerjaanya minta ke mall mlu . hha . i love shopping muah* hha :))

i just relize it ..

2008-10-16T23:13:00.000-07:00

there's a guy that i like so much , when i'm in 8th grade .
well , bisa gue bilang dia itu manis banget jhahaha , cantik juga lo kalo di peratiin . tapi keren laah hha . siapa aja yg uda gue kasih tau ya ? farah,rica,ghyta,vicha,vinta,indri,intan kali ya ? hha. tau gga far ? yg gue bilang mirip joe jonas , hyahahh . apalagi bibirnyaa (jahh) . kalo gue blg kelasnya uda ktauan siapa hha .

when i'm in 8th grade , i just like him , not love him . ikut les cuma gara2 dia ikut hha .
May 2008 , i dont like him anymore , i dont know this is weird . i'm .. bored (?) with him i guess .
august 2008 , i like hm again since we're in the different class . and this week october 2008 , i think .. i love him . i dont know why ? i always looking at him between classes , at canteen , in his class . until one day i think he relizes that i was looking at him in the canteen . hha . his name start from "a" , and i think all of my cousins knew who is he . lol

ganteng-ganteng tapi cantik hyhahhah :D
*Love You*

why global jaya ? hha (:

2008-10-16T22:54:00.000-07:00

knapa sih banyak banget yang nanya knapa gue mau masuk global jaya ?
hha . simpel banget jawabannya , "bosen sm skolah biasa" .
yang kerjaannya study non-stop . no events ? just pensi hha . bosen .
I wanna try something new , like a whole new school . that i've never been before .
dr sd , smp negri teruus . i dont know why but since elementary i like global jaya .
tapi waktu baru mau msuk smp , gue masih blom brani skolah macem
macem , yg pnting dket rumah trus bagus (ssn lah stidaknya) . kaya skolah gue yg skarang nih , hha . tapi gila masa dr klas 1 gga pernah yang namanya pariwisata , bahkan kelas tiga katanya pensi doang . gga kmana mana ! aarrgghhh .

You're One In a Million

2008-09-25T01:59:00.000-07:00

i'm sure i cant find a guy just like him . but maybe someday when i leave this school i will meet bunch of guys that maybe better than him . i only have 8 or 10 months again to be around him . and after that i'll never see him again , because i'll go to school that so far away . and there's no way i could meet him there . but i want go to that school because i want for forget everything that happen in middle school . i know i could never do that . i just wanted to forget "That" guy . that i meet in 7th grade . not everything . .

if i think about the great things that happen in middle school , i'll miss it so so much . like how i met this guy , how i found my best friends , how i love this guy but then i like somebody else , conflict with this girl , when i was a junior , how scared i am when first day at middle school , and many more . all i can do now is enjoy the time i have left . before i go to high school .

because a chance to meet a guy like you is million to one . i'll miss you .

if i wanna be with him i have to go to regular school . like 91 , 54 , 70 , 71 , 61 , 12 shs . but i dont want to .

sometimes i wish i never met this guy . so all the things that i do in junior high is more .. something .

You make me laugh , you make me cry , but then you make me laugh again .
and like hannah says "I cant believe it , you're one in a million" .

i wish i relizes it sooner . but what can i say ?
i'll make this half year is unfogttable .

oh boy , you ARE one in a million :)

It's a girl thing

2008-09-20T04:49:00.000-07:00

Wuih . hari selasa tanggal 16.09.08 intan , farah k rumaa ggue .

Sruu bgt bgtan hha . di kamar ggue ngomongin jonas brothers , joe yang imutt n nick yang cuuute . dan kevin yang kaya roma irama gara gara sering pake syal n rambutnya kriting (jangan marah yya kev's fans) hha . Abs itu vto vto ddah pake laptop ggue , hadiah ultah dr nyokap hhe . vtonya banyaaaaak banget bangetan jugga smpe 120 vto pdahal gga smpe 10 menit hha . ada vtonya farah lagi ancur bgt , ada si intan lagi nyengir , ada ggue lagi bengong hha . tapi seru seru . hyahhah . kapan k rumma ggue lg ? ahhahah. eh eh asal tau aja nih makhluk 2 sbnarnyaa pake jilbab . tapi gga pake waktu k ruma ggue naek motor hha . parah parah . peace . =D

Kevin Jonas

2008-09-19T23:07:00.000-07:00

Full Name: Paul Kevin Jonas II
Nick Name: Kevin, K2

Birthday: November 5, 1987

Born in: Teaneck, NJ

Favorite Color: Green

Favorite Food: Sushi

Favorite Song: 3 by 5 by John Mayer

Favorite Band: John Mayer

Hobbies: Playing guitar, ;)

Favorite Actor: James Dean

Favorite Actress: Rachel McAdams and Hayden Panettiere

Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Rocky Road

Favorite Movie: About A Boy

Kev is the oldest and he also the sexiest (some people said that hha)

Nick Jonas

2008-09-19T23:01:00.000-07:00

Full Name: Nicholas Jerry Jonas
Nickname: Nick, Nick J, Mr President!

Birthday: September 16, 1992

Born in: Dallas, TX

Favorite Color: Blue

Favorite Song: Superstition by Stevie Wonder

Favorite Band/Artist: Elvis Costello

Hobbies: Music, songwriting, baseball, golf

Favorite Actor: Matt Long (Jack and Bobby)

Favorite Actress: Keri Lynn Pratt (Jack and Bobby)

Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Cotton Candy

Favorite Movie: Finding NeverlandFavorite

TV Show: Lost and Sports Center on ESPN

Favorite Sport: Baseball

Nick is the cutest member of the jonas . He also the youngest (after frankie)

Joe Jonas

2008-09-19T22:35:00.000-07:00

Full Name: Joseph Adam Jonas
Nick Name: Joe, Danger.

Birthday: August 15, 1989

Born in: Casa Grande, AZ

Favorite Color: Blue

Favorite Song: Only Hope by Switchfoot

Favorite Band: Copeland and Switchfoot

Hobbies: Making movies, jogging and working out

Favorite Actor: Jim Carey

Favorite Actress: Natalie Portman, Emma Watson, Camille BelleFavorite

Ice Cream Flavor: Chocolate Marshmallow

Favorite Movie: Dumb and Dumber

From all of the jonas member i like him the most . well he's the

hottest ! totally !

Before and After JoBros

2008-09-19T10:26:00.000-07:00

these are the after and before the jonas brothers . the right one is the before joe get his long hair and kevin get his curled hair . i like the old jonas brothers better .

Jonas Brothers

2008-09-19T09:46:00.000-07:00

i love the jonas brothers . i dont care what other people think . people says they're gay . but i dont care as long as i know that is not true . so check it out . that image captured when they were working with laugh production making another hannah montana episode . the other one is n they're new single . and upper left corner the jonas brothers with my favourite disney channel star zac efron .

Camp Rock

2008-09-01T06:48:00.000-07:00

Yesterday , i watch a very great movie called "Camp Rock".It was awesome . The movie is about a girl named mitchie torres.

Mitchie wants to attend the prestigious and expensive Camp Rock, but her parents can't afford the camp. Mitchie's mother decides to take her catering business to Camp Rock, and so Mitchie can go if she helps out in the kitchen with her mother.
When Mitchie arrives at camp, she becomes friends with Caitlyn Gellar (Alyson Stoner), Lola Scott (Aaryn Doyle), Barron James (Jordan Francis), and Sander Loyer(Roshon Fegan), and meets the Camp Rock diva, Tess Tyler (Meaghan Jette Martin), the daughter of pop star T.J. Tyler (Jennifer Ricci), and her so called "best friends", Peggy Warburton (Jasmine Richards) and Ella Shang (Anna Maria Perez de Tagle).
Meanwhile, pop star Shane Gray (Joe Jonas) is dropped off at camp by his bandmates Jason (Kevin Jonas) and Nate (Nick Jonas). Because of his bad attitude and reputation, he is assigned to be in charge of dance classes for one month at Camp Rock. As the limo was driving away Nate tells Shane that they told the press they would be recording with the winner of Final Jam, a concert at the end of the month in which each member at Camp Rock compete against each other. Later that day he's chased by obsessive fans and hides in the bushes near the mess hall. He hears Mitchie singing one of her songs (This Is Me (Acoustic Version)), though she thinks she is alone. The song reminds Shane of the music that used to inspire him. He is determined to look for the girl singing, but in vain.
At an open mic concert, Mitchie listens to Lola's performance of the song, (What It Takes) and then bumps into Tess. In a desperate attempt to fit in, Mitchie lies to Tess and says that her mother is the president of Hot Tunes TV China. Tess, Peggy, and Ella are impressed, and invite Mitchie into their cabin. The following morning, Mitchie sneaks out to go help at the kitchen to clean up when Shane arrives. Not wanting to be recognized, Mitchie covers her face in flour. Shane complains to her about not being able to go near his breakfast and says that his manager sent over his food allergy list. Mitchie is openly disappointed in his behavior, and she tells him to try and be nice. Shane ditches his dance class that day, but went the next day teaching hip hop to Start the Party. Later that night, Shane goes to the campfire and listens to Tess's song, (Too Cool).
Shane and Mitchie see each other again at the lake where he's writing a song and gets mad when he's interrupted by Mitchie. She tells him it's different but she likes the song. Shane is openly happy with Mitchie after this. He writes a song about the girl he heard singing (Gotta Find You), which is really Mitchie, unbeknownst to him. Later, Caitlyn is sent to kitchen duty after a food fight with Tess. In the kitchen, Caitlyn finds out that the cook's daughter is Mitchie. She threatens to tell everyone, but decides not to when Mitchie stands up for her when she's in another fight with Tess. Caitlyn reveals to Mitchie that she used to be best friends with Tess, but Tess didn't like competition and felt that Caitlyn was.
Shane begins to search for the girl with the voice, but he can't find her. Caitlyn mentioned Shane's search to Mitchie, but Mitchie doesn't believe it could be her because quote "he's never heard me sing". Eventually, Tess finds out about Mitchie and Shane's relationship, and she also finds out about Mitchie's secret. She exposes Mitchie after a surprise concert from Connect 3 (Play My Music). This breaks Shane's heart, thinking that Mitchie was only friends with Shane Gray the celebrity and that she didn't mean any of the things she said. Everyone turns against Mitchie because they realized that she lied to everyone at that camp.
Later, Tess overhears Brown talking to Shane and finds out that Shane's girl is Mitchie, so she tries to prevent Mitchie from singing at the Final Jam so that Shane can't hear Mitchie sing by placing her precious charm bracelet that her mother gave her, between some of Mitchie's books in the kitchen to make it look like she stole it. Her scheme works, and Caitlyn and Mitchie are banned from all camp activities until the end of Final Jam.
Right before Final Jam, Tess, Peggy, and Ella rehearse their song. After messing up, Tess criticizes them and Peggy, having had enough, drops out of the group, followed by Ella, who are both re-entering as individuals. At Final Jam, Ella joins Barron and Sander as they perform their song, (Hasta La Vista). Seconds before starting her song, (2 Stars), Tess sees her mother there. She starts out singing her song confidently, but during the middle of her performance, Tess sees her mother talking on her cell phone instead of listening to her daughter's performance. Hurt, Tess drops out of the competition by nearly falling off the stage to get her mom's attention and runs off the stage crying.
A last minute addition is performed by Margaret Dupree, or Peggy. After Peggy performs (Here I Am), Tess apologizes to her and Ella, also adding that she had no idea Peggy was so good. As the judges, Shane, Nate, and Jason, are judging, Mitchie performs her song, (This Is Me). Shane hears the song and realizes that Mitchie is the girl, and he sings part of (Gotta Find You) in collaboration with Mitchie's song. Peggy ends up winning Final Jam, and Tess apologizes to Mitchie and Caitlyn as well, admitting to having told Brown that her bracelet wasn't stolen after all. Finally, the whole cast sings one song together, We Rock.
In the extended ending edition, which is included in the DVD, it shows that three months later, Caitlyn built a studio in her garage. She invites Mitchie, Tess, Peggy, Ella and Lola and they record one song together (Our Time Is Here).

And think this movie will be a succed movie . After high school musical ,disney come with a new musical movie . Camp rock ROCK ! hha . i hope there will be another musical movie like this :)

Oh ya i forgot to mention that Camp Rock premiere at disney channel , September 7th :)

Dont ask how i watch this movie couse it was not out yet . hha .

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan :)

2008-08-28T23:26:00.000-07:00

duh bntar lagii bulan puasa nih .
tinggal menghitung hari . Tapi enaknya skolah biasanya jadi lebih longgar , masuknya jam 7.30 am .
maapin yya kalo aku (lha aku?!) ada salaah ahhahahahh .
kapaan yya halal bihalal nya ??
kaan pngennya maaf"an nyaa amm "diia" . . ahhheheh :D
buad smuuuuuuuaaanyaaa . maaavin ggue yyyaaaa !
ahhahahh minta maap ko maksa .
hoo .

Btw I'LL MISS YOUU :((

mett puassaaaa smuuaaaanyaaaa :)

Solo : Cape tapi have fun

2008-08-22T20:50:00.000-07:00

aaakhirnyaa balik juga dari solo .
Gila brangkat dari sana jam 8 sampe jakarta jam stengah 6 .
duh pdahal uda niat ngt tuh mo skolah . tapii sayangnyaa gga smpet uda gtu capee' bgt gra gra di krta tidur cuma sbntar . hmm .
Oh yya gotta go ,see you later bye . :)

hello new LOVE :))

2008-08-07T23:02:00.000-07:00

After the "crazy" thing that happen in my life ..
FINALLY,
i found what i was looking for ,new love ..
And now i realize, there is such a thing as love ..
True love i hope :))
Now i'll be able to get over it.
Thank youuuu so so much for reminding me that ..
there is a guy that so much better than him :)
He's a jerks ,and you are love.. :)

Love hurts a lot ..

2008-08-06T00:18:00.000-07:00

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own.

someone asked me if im still thinking of you, i told her yes. she asked again, how often and why? i said everytime i go to sleep. coz in reality your no longer mine, but in my dreams..i know you'll be there for me.

Maybe part of loving is learning to let go ..

:((

This is how i feel (!)

2008-08-06T00:05:00.000-07:00

The greatest pain that comes with love is loving someone you can't have ..
The one that you love most is usually the one that hurt you the most ..

Sometimes love is unfair ,full with pain and hurts or tears ..
Loving is so short and forgetting so long ..
It takes a minute to like someone, and hour to love someone
but to forget someone takes a life time ..

An this is how i feel!
i cant forget him that easily ..
like i said,it'll take a life time ..
At least untill i found someone else ..

Ngijing ??

2008-08-03T23:42:00.000-07:00

Huuaa,ktanya sbentar lg kluarga bsarkuu pda mau ngijing (?).
Nykaar k makam eyang di soloo :))
Uda laama bgt gga nykar ,
Tapii karena harus sblom puasa,jdi ijin skolah 2-3 hari hyahaha,sruu bgt
smua lngkap .. :))
Tapi blom tntu jadi hhuhu :( ktanya gga boleh b'prgian hari snen sm slasa..
tgl 11 juga padaa ulangaan ..
hmm.smoga jd deeh amiin hhe :D
:))

Global jaya :))

2008-07-31T08:15:00.000-07:00

Now all i can do is study hard and pray.
Karna kalo guw berniat banget banget masuk global pasti guw akan nglakuin apa ajja,
From now on,i'll try to be a good student(amin),study and study dont forget to pray.
Tapi gila,guw ajj blo dapet ijin bole ggag msuk stu pa gga.
Ya Allah smoga aku bisa mndapatkan apa yang kuingingkan,hanya satu bisa masuk k Sekolah
Global Jaya (!).

.GLOBAL JAYA AMIEN (!) YA ALLAH!

weekend!

2008-07-18T23:23:00.000-07:00

Akhirnyaa sabtuu jugaa hha :))
huuah,Rncanaa harii ini apaaa iiya??
hyhahaha..
duuh kngend bgt ma 8.6 dluuu hhu :((

Love ya!

hha,gillaa!

2008-07-18T04:27:00.000-07:00

Ni videooo guw bkiin udaa lamaa bgt!
Waktu bulaan oktober 2007 ,hha pas masi mulaii beradaptasi d klas 8,
sma tmen2 guw,,hhhahayy :))
Waktu vto2 nii d ambiil sruu bgt!
wktu itu ada
.guw
.viica
.gytha (wktu poninyaa masi panjaang hha)
.rica( waktuu blom d bondiing & masii pndiem ngt!)
.maya
.arra
Jugga waktuu vnthaa sma faraah blom bgitu guw knaal jdi ggag ikuud .. hha :D
Seruu bgt wktu tuuh :)
Kta maaen2 gla2aan,vto2 bareeng hha :)
skarang si uda ggag prnah lagii .. hhuuah
Waktu awal2 msuk klz 8,SUMPAH!guw ggag tau harus ngpain,tyap hri guw cuma bngong ajjh sm c untung tuh snasibb,
smpe pa'tguh ngnalin murid bru tuh rica,arra(bukan arra yg di ataas looh).guw mlai brgaulah critanya sma mreka,abz ara psah klz bru guw mulai berbaur sma anagg2 yg laiin,mulai dr viica,trus guw knalan sma vintha,ghyta,frah .. hyahaha :D
Tp awal2 sruu bgt hha ,byarpun ada ggag enaknya jugaa yg hmpir stenga ce' klz guw knaa,hha ggag usa d sbutin apaan tuh,
kalo lo ce' 8.6 dluu psti tau laah.
Yg pnting tuh smua uda berlaluu.skaraang fokus aaajjh k 9.3 hha :))

See ya!
Love,diira

add dong!

2008-07-17T23:16:00.000-07:00

FS:
dhira.bingung@stres.com (ntar kalo d ganti blg deh)
Msn :
dhiira.dhiira@hotmail.com
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dhiira_queenbee@yahoo.co.id

hahyhaha